Meditation on Evaluating Progress (Facilitator a)

Group Meditation (25 minutes)

Let’s begin by arriving.

Taking a moment to settle into your body…

Feeling the contact points—feet on the ground, seat on the chair…

Letting the spine be upright but not rigid…

And allowing the breath to move naturally…

No need to change anything.

Just arriving.

Let the attention gently gather in the body…

Perhaps noticing the movement of the breath in the belly… or the chest…

Or simply the felt sense of being here.

Let things slow down a little.

There’s nothing to do right now.

Nowhere to get to.

Just allowing awareness to open…

And noticing that experience is already unfolding on its own.

[Pause]

Now, from within this settled awareness, we’re going to begin a gentle reflection.

Not thinking hard…

Not trying to figure anything out…

But allowing experience to show itself.

We’ll begin with the first direction:

Where is your practice becoming real?

Let a recent moment from your life come to mind.

Something simple. Something ordinary.

Not a big peak experience.

Just something real.

A moment where, in some way, your practice showed up.

Maybe you paused instead of reacting…

Maybe you were a little more patient…

A little more open…

A little less caught…

A moment where the Open Ground of Loving Awareness shown through

Or you were able to see the world as an expression of the Heartmind’s dreaming

or the leaned into the challenge and engaged the alchemy of adversity.


Let that moment come into awareness.


And as it comes, don’t analyze it.

Just see it.

Feel it.


What was happening?

What did it feel like in your body?


What was different from your usual pattern?


[Pause]

Let yourself really register this.

Not as an idea…

But as something that actually happened.


This is important.

This is how practice becomes embodied.


You might notice a quality there…

Maybe space…

Maybe warmth…

Maybe restraint…

Maybe clarity…


Just sensing:

What capacity was online in that moment?


And letting that land.


[Pause]

Now, gently, we’ll shift to a second direction.

Without losing that sense of openness…

Let another moment come to mind.


A recent moment where a pattern was still running.


Where you got caught…

Reacted…

Avoided something…

Or subtly distorted what was happening.


Again, something real. Something human.

Nothing dramatic required.


Let that moment come into awareness.


And again, no need to judge it.

No need to fix it.

Just see it.


What happened?


What did it feel like in your body?


What thoughts were present?


What emotion was there?


[Pause]

And as you sense into it…

See if you can notice the pattern itself.


How it moves…

How it takes shape…


And very gently, you might ask:

What was this pattern trying to protect?


No need for a perfect answer.

Just a light curiosity.


[Pause]

And now, allowing both of these to be here together.


The place where practice is becoming more embodied…

And the place where a pattern is still running.


Both.

At the same time.


No need to choose.

No need to fix.


Just holding both in awareness.


This too…

And this too.


[Pause]

Notice what happens when both are included.


Perhaps a sense of balance…

Or humility…

Or even a kind of kindness toward yourself.


This is the ground of honest self-seeing.


Nothing excluded.

Nothing exaggerated.


Just what is true.


[Pause]

And now, very gently, begin to let the images fade.


But before we close, allow something simple to form.


For the place where your practice is growing…

Let a word or short phrase arise.


Just something simple that captures it.


And for the place where the pattern is still running…

Let a word or short phrase arise.


Again, simple.

No analysis needed.


These are not labels.

Just touchpoints.


[Pause]

And now, returning to the body…

Feeling the breath again…

The contact with the ground…


Letting awareness come back into the room.


And when you’re ready, gently opening the eyes.


Carrying with you what you’ve seen.

Not as something to fix…

But as something to share.